The past six months....

Its not been easy.....
It is July,half way through the year and for one moment I haven't had one moment of peace in my mind. There is so much going on in life. Its not exactly about me, but more or less about the people in my life. I have experienced every emotion in great measures. Excessively joyous and intensely sad, extremely tensed and effortlessly placid.

I haven't been able to chalk out a single instance which could be just for me.  Where I could just be myself, without worrying what will happen next, and what others might think. Where I do not have to think of any consequences, where I do not have to limit myself for a certain period of time. 

Certainly, it has been a crucial phase.

I feel I have changed a lot. I feel I think a lot (lately). I feel I have started to analyse circumstances from a different perception, which wasn't the case sometime back. There have been some instances which have completely changed my outlook towards life, towards the people I care and towards the people I love. 

I am not thinking whether these changes are for the good,the bad or the worse. I am not thinking why I think too much. Instead I am glad for the fact that as a person I have realised certain things which otherwise I wouldn't have. And all this in the six months passed by. :-)